BIRTHDAY PRAISES!

Praises: (February 21, 2013)

I have to admit, I was not as excited as usual for my birthday--- maybe because for me it’s just an ordinary day.

But my birthday just served to remind me of how blessed I am.

I just turned 26; it’s been a rollercoaster-EPIC ride for me. God indeed has blessed me in many ways. Grateful and happy with the blessings He gave me.

Thank you for walking with me daily, You have carried me when I needed you. I thank the Lord for giving me another year in my life, all the blessings and gifts He allowed me to experience. Celebrating it away from my family but the Lord makes it sure that I will enjoy celebrating it here with my ARK Family.

I am so thankful for the amazing people God has blessed me with. Every year seems to get better and better.

God has been so gooood! I’ve seen some doors closed, but a lot more have opened. God has proven His faithfulness, and kept me in perfect peace. I have no reason to complain.

I’ve had a year of great health: I’ve been admitted, been in and out from the hospital, a lot of prescriptions, and a lot of trauma in my body. But still grateful I’m alive!

I have family and friends who love me; they showed me so much love. He blessed me with a  group of people who have enriched, and inspired my life.

I am also thankful for the wonderfully gifted, smart, and motivated counselors that the Lord has place in my life. Helping me to grow in my Christian walk has pushed me to a higher level of accountability, and I’m proud to take on the challenge.

This year is going to be awesome; I am expecting great things from God I am also expecting to do great things for Him. He has blessed me more than I deserve, and I am happy He has called me His own.

I realized how God has taken such good care of me, and blessed me with so many amazing people in my life, and gave me incredible opportunities. I am very excited for what He has in store for me in the future.

He truly embraced me and poured me through the blessings around.

Thank you Lord!

-aix-

DREAMER

All of us are dreamers. We do a lot of crazy things, but we dont control any of our dreams. Do you wish that you can do magic? Believed that you can stop the time and do superpowers? But one things for sure we all do believe in love that will last forever, there was hope. Somewhere in the middle of your dream, you wish its reality, suddenly you woke up and see how much life is able to change us. How many people no longer believe in love that’s pure - a love that is so fascinating.  I just want to keep dreaming. I don’t think we were that innocent back then as most people think we were.Life is moving,so are we, whatever happens whether it will cost you pain, depression,loneliness.sadness, love, friendship and so on its all part of the learning process of the cycle called life. Whatever happens, dont stop dreaming. 

GRATEFUL

Sometimes I truly forget about how grateful I am of having this kind of life.

Oftentimes I keep on complaining about something or just having that feeling of pity on myself

I take everything for granted that I never realized how much the good times outweighs the bad scenarios that I encountered, and how much blessed I am compared to so many people in the world.

Looking at the other side of the world there are people who is crying for help, a family in tears as they hope for a miracle to come

staring on a hospital bed as their loved one is on a battle against death. As I complain at times that I hate being sick, where they are taking advantage of their last few moments being alive.

Whenever I get mad to my mom or siblings for whatever reason, while there are some children who is looking for their parents who abandoned them.

Taking time to realize everything that I grew up with friends and a family who truly loves me, always there for me and taught me a lot things that helped me in times of difficulties handling a situation.

Being able to realized how things are going the way God wants it to be, I should stay grateful for everything. That whatever the situation is good or bad but with Him.. everything is possible.

SWEET ESCAPE

I admit they are times in my life where I just want to escape from everything.

To ran away from a place where none of my problems would be able to find me.

Have you ever had that feeling before?

Where you just want to disappear from everyone?

How I wish I can get in a plane and go somewhere and leave all my responsibilities behind, my schedules and to leave all the drama.

I wonder how it feels when you don’t carry the weight of the world anymore.

What would it be like to be the person who leaves instead of the person who always gets left behind?

How does it feel when you finally find that escape or to press that redo button and be the person you always wanted to be.

Life gets so complicated at times that it seems you prefer to just leave and forget about everything.

To your past that haunts you until now and where hope for the future is gone.

I am just being dreamy that one day I will be able to have that SWEET ESCAPE.

what are you hiding?

Have you ever been walking in a street?
At a train station? a building? or in a room? filled with people you don’t know and you being curious
What these strangers are thinking about?
What is on the mind of that person who is crying secretly, that person who is smiling silently alone?
What’s bothering that person who is in such deep thought? What is the reason behind those tears, that smile of that person you can see from afar?

There are millions of thoughts that run around our minds that we hide from everyone else.
Funny thing is why we are hiding it if chances are we all feel this way? In a room full of strangers, we really don’t know anything.
Next time you are in a train station, or just walking down the street chances are you don’t really know who is in pain right now.
How many people who secretly think of ending their lives. You won’t know which smiles are fake and which is real.

At the end of the day you will realize how much more there is to a stranger than what you see--- that each one of us has a story that we choose to hide.

WHERE'S THE WAY

Are you also finding your way in this cruel world?

You know, as I live my life there are times that I pause and just think about “what do I really want
 in my life “? “What’s that thing that really satisfies me”?

Then I said to myself, why not give up then? Than try to face and figure out all the confusion that I face living this life.

Life seemingly becomes this hopeless and endless maze.

Which is really confusing sometimes.

Have you ever asked yourself if you are a better person?

Or is there a time in your life that you owe this life the very best of yourself?
Have you?

Are you currently stuck in life?
The truth about this being “stuck “in this so called life of ours is that they’re not stuck, it’s just they haven’t found something that demands the very best they have to offer--- something that makes them want to be a better person.

Have you found your way? Or have you found someone or something that will help you to become the person you should be from the start.

THIS IS ME.

I admit I am a mean girl sometimes but I am not fake. Some people are mean and pretending to be nice but they are not … I’m sorry because i am just being true to myself and what you see is what you get. and I cant understand why you guys don’t like me. all this time Ive been so nice to you guys. That’s okay its true that we cannot please everybody. So continue to be mean to me, talk about me behind my back. i’ll be nice to you as always. Love one another right? Lets spread Love ;)