is it over?

Its been 1 year and 5 months and why is it that the moment I think I’m finally over you, Something always brings me back to you and all those feelings come flooding back. 

I don’t want to admit I miss you, but being here without you feels wrong somehow. 

And now here I am spending yet another night confused and thinking about you. Remembering everything. What we had. Memories. Feeling the exact same way I had before, not as strong but definitely those feelings are still there. I really convinced myself I am done with this. I have so many emotions right now it’s not even funny. Even as the tears stream down my cheeks, I’ll still fake a smile and make people believe that I’m the most happiest girl in the world. It’s hard. But I still want to be with you, I’m still confused as to why you did and continue to do these things why do we need to communicate. I am left hanging. With these feelings which eats me alive

ewan ko??????

1 year and 5 months na ang nakakaraan nung kami ay nagkahiwalay... 

Ang hindi ko lang maintindihan ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman ko sa tuwing kami ay may pagkakataon na makapag usap. Bakit nasasaktan pa ako? Bakit naiiyak ako sa tuwing naaalala ko ang mga panahon na kami ay magkasama. 

ako ba ay sadyang galit lang talaga sa kanya? o sadyang naiiyak ako sa sakit dahil d ko maamin sa sarili ko na may nararamdaman pa ako at umaasang maibabalik ko ang nakaraan. 

Paulit ulit kong sinasabi sa sarili ko na sobra nya akong nasaktan pero bakit may parte din sa sarili ko na kaya ko siyang tanggapin ulit... 

Yung taong hindi mo inaasahang iwan ka, yung taong naging buhay mo. Bigla nalang nawala na parang bula at sa tuwing siya ay magpaparamdam di ko lubos maisip na ang taong nagpapaiyak sa akin ay ang taong makapagbibigay sa akin ng saya. 

Agent/Hospital Collaboration

Greetings from Vejthani Hospital!

On behalf of our International Marketing Department, we  would like to express our keen interest to be a part of your network by doing Hospital-Agent Agreement with your organization.

Vejthani Hospital has been operating for 19 years and has been providing services for the International market serving them with the optimum level of care.  Our strength is in bone surgeries such as total hip and knee replacement, spine surgery, pediatric orthopedic surgery, sports medicine, shoulder and hand surgeries. Most of our patients call us as the "King of Bones".

Vejthani  Hospital,  considered  as  one  of  the  prominent  International hospitals  in  Bangkok,  Thailand, was established in 1994 and achieved ISO 9001:2000 certification in 2003, Thailand Hospital Accreditation  (HA) in 2007, JCI (Joint Commission  International) accreditation from USA last March 2010 and finally last year, serves as the hallmark for Vejthani Hospital for achieving the  “Prime Minister’s Choice Award”. With  our UK/US Board certified specialists and highly experienced medical  team using state-of-the-art technology, we take pride on being an expert  in superior medical treatment and medical services.

 

Furthermore, we have specialized clinics to suit our society's needs: Heart Center, Neurology Center, Endocrinology Center, Kid's Center, Physical Therapy and Rehabilitation, Dentalis, Women's Health Clinic, Surgery Clinic, Eye and Lasik Center, Ears, Nose, and Throat Clinic, and Executive Health Care Center and Anti-Aging Clinic. We also do the BMT (Bone Marrow Transplantation) and Oncologic treatments. Moreover, we are pleased to inform you about the growing name of our Plastic Surgery and Skin, Laser and Cosmetic Center among non-Thai clients.

 

Since we are working in the same industry, I believe a partnership with your esteemed company will open doors to numerous opportunities.  Our management would be highly honored to tie up a relationship with your organization in whatever way it benefits both organizations.

 

If you have any questions or need further information, please do not hesitate to contact me and I will help you as much as I can. Looking forward to hearing from you. 

Angelica Maria D. San Gabriel ( Miss Aicah )
International Correspondence Team
Vejthani Hospital, Bangkok, Thailand
English Hotline : +6685-223-8888
Arabic Hotline : +6684-875-6600
Call center : +662-734-0000
Email: aicah.vejthani@gmail.com

BIRTHDAY PRAISES!

Praises: (February 21, 2013)

I have to admit, I was not as excited as usual for my birthday--- maybe because for me it’s just an ordinary day.

But my birthday just served to remind me of how blessed I am.

I just turned 26; it’s been a rollercoaster-EPIC ride for me. God indeed has blessed me in many ways. Grateful and happy with the blessings He gave me.

Thank you for walking with me daily, You have carried me when I needed you. I thank the Lord for giving me another year in my life, all the blessings and gifts He allowed me to experience. Celebrating it away from my family but the Lord makes it sure that I will enjoy celebrating it here with my ARK Family.

I am so thankful for the amazing people God has blessed me with. Every year seems to get better and better.

God has been so gooood! I’ve seen some doors closed, but a lot more have opened. God has proven His faithfulness, and kept me in perfect peace. I have no reason to complain.

I’ve had a year of great health: I’ve been admitted, been in and out from the hospital, a lot of prescriptions, and a lot of trauma in my body. But still grateful I’m alive!

I have family and friends who love me; they showed me so much love. He blessed me with a  group of people who have enriched, and inspired my life.

I am also thankful for the wonderfully gifted, smart, and motivated counselors that the Lord has place in my life. Helping me to grow in my Christian walk has pushed me to a higher level of accountability, and I’m proud to take on the challenge.

This year is going to be awesome; I am expecting great things from God I am also expecting to do great things for Him. He has blessed me more than I deserve, and I am happy He has called me His own.

I realized how God has taken such good care of me, and blessed me with so many amazing people in my life, and gave me incredible opportunities. I am very excited for what He has in store for me in the future.

He truly embraced me and poured me through the blessings around.

Thank you Lord!

-aix-

DREAMER

All of us are dreamers. We do a lot of crazy things, but we dont control any of our dreams. Do you wish that you can do magic? Believed that you can stop the time and do superpowers? But one things for sure we all do believe in love that will last forever, there was hope. Somewhere in the middle of your dream, you wish its reality, suddenly you woke up and see how much life is able to change us. How many people no longer believe in love that’s pure - a love that is so fascinating.  I just want to keep dreaming. I don’t think we were that innocent back then as most people think we were.Life is moving,so are we, whatever happens whether it will cost you pain, depression,loneliness.sadness, love, friendship and so on its all part of the learning process of the cycle called life. Whatever happens, dont stop dreaming. 

GRATEFUL

Sometimes I truly forget about how grateful I am of having this kind of life.

Oftentimes I keep on complaining about something or just having that feeling of pity on myself

I take everything for granted that I never realized how much the good times outweighs the bad scenarios that I encountered, and how much blessed I am compared to so many people in the world.

Looking at the other side of the world there are people who is crying for help, a family in tears as they hope for a miracle to come

staring on a hospital bed as their loved one is on a battle against death. As I complain at times that I hate being sick, where they are taking advantage of their last few moments being alive.

Whenever I get mad to my mom or siblings for whatever reason, while there are some children who is looking for their parents who abandoned them.

Taking time to realize everything that I grew up with friends and a family who truly loves me, always there for me and taught me a lot things that helped me in times of difficulties handling a situation.

Being able to realized how things are going the way God wants it to be, I should stay grateful for everything. That whatever the situation is good or bad but with Him.. everything is possible.

SWEET ESCAPE

I admit they are times in my life where I just want to escape from everything.

To ran away from a place where none of my problems would be able to find me.

Have you ever had that feeling before?

Where you just want to disappear from everyone?

How I wish I can get in a plane and go somewhere and leave all my responsibilities behind, my schedules and to leave all the drama.

I wonder how it feels when you don’t carry the weight of the world anymore.

What would it be like to be the person who leaves instead of the person who always gets left behind?

How does it feel when you finally find that escape or to press that redo button and be the person you always wanted to be.

Life gets so complicated at times that it seems you prefer to just leave and forget about everything.

To your past that haunts you until now and where hope for the future is gone.

I am just being dreamy that one day I will be able to have that SWEET ESCAPE.